You Were My Everything

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldnt have hurt me like i aint shit
Then you pushed me away like you never even knew me

fuck the world with my chest full of smoke

goodbye winter.
hello spring.
new season, new beginnings.
forgetting and moving on
makes me moan ;D LOL! HAHA FCK sometimes i feel like a complete idiot. --
this blog shit is boring i am now over it :D

good morning, good afternoon and good night
<3

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couple days ago i started talking to my ex since.....idk how long ago, in them couple days she kept talking to me nd everything was all fine. she started talking to me bout the randomest shits LOL, "people say i only went out with you coz you have a big dick" like wtf you dnt really need to say that sort of stuff HAHA

"u dont even know why i broke up with u do u ?"
i know the reason why you broke up with me,, ==
but you dnt hav to make up bullshit saying ohh yeah i didnt feel like i was good enough for you, being all nervous around me, fck bro that aint a reason at all to break up with me
shes so annoying == wont stop talking to me nowadays LOL


today was shit as!
i had a near death experience DD: at lunch sean punched me so hard in the back somewhere, it started hurting and i was on the floor.. =\ couldnt bloody BREATHE LOL
2nd last period was the highlight of my day :) the boys jamming in the music room omg it was so good, everyone was enjoying themselves

its a gift, not a passion

Second Chances

although you wish you had a second chance at doing something,
its not going to happen.
second chances dont come often.
second chances are only given to those who deserve it.
it has always been that way.
because, if everyone got to redo all their mistakes.
nobody would learn from them.
nd the world will just revolve around taking that second chance.

so live with that one chance you have.
you might not believe it.
but its more than enough.

thoughts..

ahh man...its so hard trusting the right people nowadays, telling them how i feel, my thoughts and when i tell them to keep it a secret they jst go off telling other people about it == FCKN $@!(
cheyyah sounding abit devo here :P but i guess im letting it out yoooo, dw bout a thing coz after all this mess NO MORE DEVO SHIT HAHAHA

well todayyy was pretty awesome....lunch and period 5 i was brawling with white kids LOL
idk someone punched me in the back hard and like i think theres a bruise there now >.>, back hurt all day and i was walking around FFS. after school went to parra with tiara, jess and avissa fack..i shall not say why we were there becuz a certain someone might be looking :@ LOL
bummed at btown with renz, saw people >.> said hi and bye...
had angus burger..lol its nothing special, everyone says it TASTESS SO GOOD but its jst the same as every fckn burger LOL

FCKN ANGUS :@

cant you give me an answer other than a”idk” im tired of waiting for a proper answer, you know ill still be here for you even if you make up your mind...but pls i need to know :)