NeverShoutNever!

I'm sorry for the nights I let you down
Now all that's left to see is that I turned around
Back to the boy you fell in love with
Not this plague that brings you down
Remind your mom to call me I still care
Cause her approval meant the world
And I will not dare to disagree
With the life you arrange
Just remember only God knows if I've change
I'll sing along to every song
I type a lie for the ride
Cause in my head,
I'm right there tonight,
Through the good times
The bad ones too
I'm here for you
Cause in my dreams
You're the one who keeps me asleep
On the nights where I can care less

If I ever woke up again
<3

pouring my heart out

my so called waiting game failed, not a word has been said to me since yesterday and today...ive been staring at my phone and has been on the comp jst to wait for HER to talk or even giv attention to me, apparentally she still has feelings for me and would take me back, but right now theres nothing shes doing to show this....idk if shes still shy or jst..=\


school. it was very very boring :)
at lunch i was with vikki in the library ;D fckn looking at wheres wally or someshit LOL, shes such a bored kid D: taking luvos on my damn phone

sunday arvoo

recieved a txt from my mate on sunday arvo when i was out cruising telling me that he had some news to share with me, i called him up asked what was the problem....he took his maafukn time to tell me. when i heard the news about HER and eli staying together on saturday night my heart literally dropped D:
that arvo i got home i went online and got sent a link of them making out...i couldnt bear to look
i got so fckn pissed off but i hid my emotions from her, acted like i knew nothing
BUT how can i act like i knew nothing if its all over facebook...like wtf i dnt see why its even up there
that day i jst wasnt bothered to do anything == had an assignment due the next day but failed to hand that in....

i cbf typing D:

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25/08/09
hmmm, fck i hate this blog thing ><, but i need a place to let out my thoughts... right now ive been thinking about GINA lately i still really love her, and like theres a guy i jst wanna stab LOL! you know him anson ;) hahaha, i jst cant wait for the 29th, hoping my plan goes as smoothly :) hope so ;)

fck up anson